Recently found out that I have Lyme Disease.....not sure what else to say about that right now. I'm learning every day more and more about this disease, how it manifests, how it spreads, the different stages one goes through, and of course the various types of treatment and how controversial it seems to be. Sometimes I get very angry because I look at myself in the mirror and don't see anything different about me, yet try and do some of my regular every day stuff and feel wiped out after a few hours. The bodyaches, the join pain...not fun. I don't like feeling sluggish all the time, it bothers me. Being my own advocate and being proactive in my own healthcare seems to be what I need to do in order to get through this and be there for my daughter as well. Some days...all I do is sleep. Those are the days that I feel the worse, when it takes every bit of strength I have to get dressed and be ready for Ayla when she comes home from school.
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